♥ fly me to the moon

Looking at my livejournal page, I realised the last time I posted was 2 weeks ago. (yeah duh it says there hahaha I think my brain is exploding from the whole day of drama-watching) In fact, the last time I did anything properly was... Oh look I don't even remember when. Was with the netballers on Wednesday and talking about our Sec4-farewell performance when we realised that 2 weeks of the holidays have already passed. That means there's only 1 month left to go.

A lot's happened since the 2 weeks passed. Firstly, my sec 2 life just ended. Technically I'm still a sec 2, but heck. I don't even feel like a student right now.
Then there's Netball camp - 2 days of complete tiredness but also absolute fun. Amazing race required us to totally embarrass ourselves in front of the whole night crowd in ORCHARD. Not just anywhere, but ORCHARD. Thank God it was raining that night, so it wasn't that packed. Anyhow, I love Raffles Netball (:
And then PSLTC! Very fun too. Marks the start of a whole new set of responsibilities for me. VERY scary, since most of you know the kind of person I am. Shortly speaking, LAZY. Haha being responsible shall be the top on my to-do list for 2010!
The rest of my holiday so far is just classified into: training, lock myself in my room and watch dramas, checking email (yeah I now check my email EVERYDAY. wow), eating, sleeping, and visiting the doctor.

Can't believe I'm saying this but looking at the state of my holiday plans, I really can't wait for school to start.

(The rest of my post is just ranting, no need to read hahaha)

( Absurdity. )

It's amazing how you really think your actions will ever gain my respect for you. Don't you realise how childish you are for your age?

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School holidays are starting soon, I can't wait.

 Funny thing.

The bitch is asking others to stop bitching.

Oh look who am I kidding?

I'm right, there's a really really empty feeling when you've got nothing to do. It's like you think of something to do, but when you get your mind set on completing a task, you realise you've got nothing left to do. Then you pick up your phone and decides to sms someone to chat, and realise there's no one. I'm not emoing, just ranting. It's like the sort of feeling I've been getting a lot lately. Especially now that it's so much less busy as compared to the hectic EYA period when all I did was study, starbucks, study, study, study. 

And maybe it's just me, but RGS really kills joy. It's like you lose the excitement when exams end. Usually in primary school, during the last paper, everyone'd be counting down the last 10 seconds and once the teacher says Pens down everyone will go Whoooooo yeah exams are over! But now it's just '....oh over already huh.'. Then there's another thing. When you do well for papers, you totally don't feel any joy at all. It's the same feeling as when you're close to failure/don't do well. Pretty sad huh.

Okay change topic.
Netballers came over for a barbeque yesterday, and it was fun ttm (:
I've found my new favourite game: dodge ball (water bombz version) 
Love my batch, guess we're the only batch with someone who's capable of dropping into the pool while trying to dodge a water bomb that's probably filled with 200ml of water or less.
Had lot's of fun anyway, can't wait for other outings/activities hurhurrr.

Oh yeah by the way, I really really have to say this. I really can't stand ugly male leads :/ Don't know why but ugly female leads are okay but ugly male leads just aren't. Please please please someone tell me you agree so i won't have to feel guilty C:

 I think it's pretty sad how one doesn't treasure something/someone enough and ends up losing it.

But it's even more sad if one really treasures that thing and still ends up losing it.
But at least there're memories left (:

helloooooo i'm posting finally!
During my quite long hiatus I've taken 8 + papers and probably failed half too.
But nevermind, EYAS ARE OVER. And that's the most important thing. Besides the fact that i totally splurged to study at starbucks everyday.
IT'S OKAY THOUGH.
Money <-> GPA.
Totally worth it, no? :/

I kinda realise that life after exams are quite empty. It's like there's suddenly nothing left to do except slack ><